Week 6 | Tuesday | August 27

Hey guys, It's been more than 10 days since the last time I opened my blog. I'm sorry I'm just really busy but this blog which some of my reader already thought that "Good Things must come to an end" It won't, I promise :) Well, It's been so long but nothing drastically happened except last night which you'll be able to know later.


It has been a trend on twitter about the Pork Barrel Corruption in the Philippines. It has been devastating that some people will do terrible things just for them to be able to live the life they wanted though they never deserve. I'm not going to be in neither of the sides but I have to say that Money is a Piece of paper that can control your entire life. The most kindest person can be the worst person if have given the chance to take money. Well. I saw that Millions of Filipino's went to gather to protest about the system that has been made by the administration of the Recent and Past governance. It was incredible how people gather and again act as one nation to be able to set their country free from those who's trying to steal money in which the community deserve to have. I saw that there has been a massive disaster in the Philippines recently and it was truly devastating. I know Australian Red Cross are helping Philippine Red Cross but wasn't much more better if PRC stand alone without any help of their neighbouring country. I even saw that Pork Barrel is created in order to help people in the vicinity of the Elected Government official, but I know election just gone through, Where are those official they voted?!? They are nowhere to be seen aren't they. I don't know or how to resolve graft and corruption but can we all just get along?

Also recently on twitter, Robin Thicke and Miley Cyrus, I did expect some of those act from Robin Thicke but not from Miley. It was incredibly dirty and I have seen dirty dancing (not the movie) and that's not a dance. It was impromptu sexual act with clothes on. People say she is just being Miley but I'd say. Do whatever you want to do in your freetime but don't create something that kids would be able to see. I know she is grown up Miley but Kids still admire her. That will pursuit Adolescent Pregnancy kids would think it's fine, Im not saying we should all blame it to her but she can be the reason. If you can't be the SOLUTION at least don't be the PROBLEM.

Lady Gaga's performance was less fabulous than any of her performance, hep! before you write some hateful words about me, just let me finish! I mean to say is Born This Way and Paparazzi is more dramatic on 2011 and 2012, but Lady Gaga is very unpredictable women that makes it more exciting to see her. I kinda have a feeling that she'll do something better than that though I would say it's a top notch performance. I also admire her for talking out the One Direction for being Booed for the Award they received. I don't like Best Song Ever, I don't hate it either. I won't turn the Radio off if they played it. I might sing along (wink, wink) It might be one of the song needs to be played whilst driving in the shore. I reckon the audience should've shouted their mouth because if they want someone else to take the prize, they should've voted hard enough. And they are Mad about Kanye West unprofessional stealing microphone scene with Taylor Swift? they do that too but not too shabby.


Today, I woke up early for my driving exam. I Failed anyway Im running 52kph on 50kph zone. Kinda stupid move but hey there's always a second chance.

Anyway, Im applying for Air Traffic Controller program that the government are trying to recruit people off. If given the chance I have to stay in Australia for less than a Year and as you all know Nate and I already planned on leaving by the end of Next Year. So I kinda told him they are already processing me on level 3 of application. I talked to him through and to change the topic because he is seriously mad I asked him when is he going back here, stupid move that I asked as he answered "I don't think there should be a fair reason for me to back. I will stay now". I asked him if it's the end? So I guess it is. Im pretty much devastated but Im happy my mum's here to cheer me up a little, but now telling the story all over again makes me want to call him and say "I want him back" because I do. But i guess certain things are meant to be sacrifice in order to succeed. I was too saddened but I have no other choice but to do it. Have I told you I don't believe in Marriage? well I don't but I picture myself living with him as a Married couple but I don't know now, I turned him down quite a few times so I guess Nate learned his lesson loving a person as hard as rock like me. I love Nate so much if I could just do something. He is my Noah ( The Notebook ) ,  Ross (FRIENDS) and he is my Nate! I love Nate so much... His sister called me and asked me if we broke up I said yes, She said Nate is crying and Im not. I know whatever happens it will be me and him but I guess it's over since Nate already cancelled his flight on my Birthday.

Anyway. I'm sorry I missed out a lot but now I'll start doing weekly blog.

xx

nigeltv

Day 6 | Sunday | July 14

Last night, I cried over a movie "Marley and Me" Starring Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston. I actually thought it's a comedy film, until my dad spoilt it to me last night. I'm crying because Im happy for Marley, He died being Loved by the family he grew old with. I cried so much when Jennifer Aniston gave the necklace and said Their Family started beyond times already.  I was touched! I think I will see the movie again every time I need to be emotional.

Just today, Today the world turned upside down with the heart breaking news of Cory Monteith's death. The whole world was shock with this terrifying news. He is such a talented man. He is mostly known from the Hit TV Series GLEE, also played in the movie Monte Carlo which where I loved him for being so sweet. He is a good singer and also a good actor, Imagine how life can sometimes be unfair and take away some precious person in the world who has the only intention of entertaining people. Cory where ever you are. We GLEEKS love you. 

I didn't do much today, Well, Im still thinking of flying to Melbourne, I just had a message from some guy in Gay community, He wanted to meet me. I don't know what for but I'm sensing it's for a good purpose. I hope this person will give me a job in Perth. If I have the chance to choose, I would choose Perth, I know Perth is very isolated and way behind all the state but I already have a friend in here and also I found the love of my life(Im not sure if Im his). Perth is such an amazing state, it has it's own originality. It doesn't matter if Perth doesn't have Starbucks and Krispy Kreme. It's Perth, people here are different, but Im not putting all my hopes up in Perth anyway, I already day dreamt about Melbourne and twinks in there (Wink, Wink). Sure I will miss my mates, All of them who treated me right. My brother's from another mother. There are heaps of them but it's not always really about the distance isn't? Im scared though, Like Rachel Green from FRIENDS when she has no where to go and nothing in her pocket, she was pushed to live his Rich and Famous life and work her ass off to get what she wants. I remember on the last season where she is about to live New York for Paris, she said to Ross that she is Scared when she started to live in New York on her own but it's Excited Scared Feelings. I'm not imaging to my mind that my life will be like her. Im trying to say that, that's what Im feeling right now. Im 21 years old and still lives with my parents. Im not saying that it's a terrible idea, Bradley Cooper lives with his Parents. I condone that. He spends the best time of his life with his Parents, So do I. It's just maybe because it will be the first time I will be doing this. I know my parents would follow but I never really been alone. I want to do something for myself but I always got chicken out. You know I'm quite surprise that doing this doesn't makes me want to quit. I actually wants to keep on writing. It's fun and amazing.

I'm actually suppose to visit a friend. Im still deciding if Im going to. He'll pay for the beer anyway. In his house anyway, but I never really get use to ask someone to pay for my date, Madison might read this so I will be honest. I asked most of my dates to pay for the dinner or my liquor. I dont smoke so it's fine. LOL . 

I'm not feeling down at the moment. Adele inspires me everyday. Now Im listening to her again. I want to be like her, She has good quality but she is not perfect but most of us respects her. I don't know why I'm saying this, maybe because I want to be respected like her. That's why I hate Joan River. Im not gonna insult her because like Adele who didn't said anything. It will make me the villain.

nigeltv

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