Today, I went to freo for something cool, then I got all furious and started thinking where really my life is going ? Am I really sure going back to uni will bring my life into the right direction of life? Is it really my path of living?
My mates talked to me and I told him, I want to do something that will put my tombstone into the history. I mean, I want to be journalist because it's dangerous and challenging, It doesn't mean that I wanna die because if I do, I would've taken it easily but not really, It's just that job has to have lots of guts to gather informative information. For me, It's like people might like it or not but once you posted something to show everyone the real story behind everything, you'll have enemy that for sure won't be happy seeing you walking in the pavement with a smile in your face. They said murderer, their, drug dealer still go to heaven. Those who goes to hell are those people who took their own life and if I die because of being honest in my job, I would love people to think if Im going to heaven because I told a very honest story that changes everything or if Im going to hell because what I did was good but it seems like I buried myself alive for what I have done. When I was young there is 2 person I wanted to be. (1) The one who runs his own kitchen, or (2) a journalist who tells the truth. I love talking and using my mind but in the kitchen I don't use 2 things that I love, my grandma told me I should be a news reporter as I love to talk and read and share what I have read. I thought it was a brilliant idea to pull over some strength. I now needs a job that will suit my uni life, Im going back to Uni, if this still don't change my direction in life, well, I have no one to blame because I tried but still I'll keep trying.
Today, As I was walking in Perth, I saw a mate begging for Money and also homeless. She hasn't talked to us since she told us she's pregnant, She is kinda egoistic and a bitch. I asked her why she didn't tell us. She said she knew who she was and we probably hated her, well I have to agree with her but I have to help her not because she needs us and she got kicked from her parents house for being pregnant and not knowing who's the father at the age of 21, but because she is my friend. So I called everyone we knew and told them the situation. We all tipped in money and put it in my bank account. I'm not gonna be begging you money because you're my reader, Im not gonna ask you money for giving you the pleasure to read. I just bought her stuff from grocery and it will be delivered to her tomorrow even she don't need it because she has things in the Pantry, I can't bring her to my house as all rooms are occupied, so I decided to step my foot down and call Nate. He is the only person I know that is willing to help with nothing to expect. Fortunately he said yes. I know to myself he will. I hope everything will goes well for her. To my mates, I want to thank you for tipping in money for her, It was a big help, also Nate thanks for always being there not just for me but to everyone else. You've been such an amazing mate to all of us.
Mum told me she'll treat me dinner on my birthday and I was like. Veal Cheeks until she said FREO which probably means FISH AND CHIPS. I don't eat seafood and she'll treat me FISH and CHIPS, maybe there's a possibility that there might be Veggie and Chips.haha.
Anyway, I gotta go now.
bye
nigeltv
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