Week 8, 9, 10 | Wednesday | October 2

First thing, I still receives phone calls asking for my new blogs, I'm sorry but my brother had his knee surgery and I have to take care of him the whole week. 

On 22nd of September, I added another year in my age which I clearly stated, I didn't celebrate. I don't like celebrating some occasion, in that part. Birthday is one on my list. I received a gift from my mates and Im very grateful about it. It's 10 Billion and The Abundance of Katherine from my favourite author John Green. I finished 10 Billion after 3 hours reading now, Im busy. I dont even have time to finish the Abundance of Katherine. It was nice that I have time now, I can now talk to you all. I also received another gift Under The Dome from Stephen King. Im excited to finish the one Im reading now so I can start with it. It was as thick as bible. Also one of the reason I haven't writing blog for a weeks now is, I started to write my second book, well first if you consider my book that wasn't publish that i actually left in the Philippines. I remember Stephanie Mayer created Twilight Saga from her dreams, so I decided to put my Dreams and Imaginations and Real life into a book and make a story out of it. I don't have to put a very very long talk but my dreams are difficult, it often have continuation so I took the liberty of using it as a skill.

Also, I decided that Im going back to FIFO life, but I dont want to cook anymore, I already had enough really so I might just do something that I think I might excel, I don't know but it seems more smart way of doing it.

That's all as I will put this blogging idea into my book too. 

Nigel TV.

xx

Week 8 | Saturday | September 14

Today, I went to freo for something cool, then I got all furious and started thinking where really my life is going ? Am I really sure going back to uni will bring my life into the right direction of life? Is it really my path of living?

My mates talked to me and I told him, I want to do something that will put my tombstone into the history. I mean, I want to be journalist because it's dangerous and challenging, It doesn't mean that I wanna die because if I do, I would've taken it easily but not really, It's just that job has to have lots of guts to gather informative information. For me, It's like people might like it or not but once you posted something to show everyone the real story behind everything, you'll have enemy that for sure won't be happy seeing you walking in the pavement with a smile in your face. They said murderer, their, drug dealer still go to heaven. Those who goes to hell are those people who took their own life and if I die because of being honest in my job, I would love people to think if Im going to heaven because I told a very honest story that changes everything or if Im going to hell because what I did was good but it seems like I buried myself alive for what I have done. When I was young there is 2 person I wanted to be. (1) The one who runs his own kitchen,  or (2) a journalist who tells the truth. I love talking and using my mind but in the kitchen I don't use 2 things that I love, my grandma told me I should be a news reporter as I love  to talk and read and share what I have read. I thought it was a brilliant idea to pull over some strength. I now needs a job that will suit my uni life, Im going back to Uni, if this still don't change my direction in life, well, I have no one to blame because I tried but still I'll keep trying.

Today, As I was walking in Perth, I saw a mate begging for Money and also homeless. She hasn't talked to us since she told us she's pregnant, She is kinda egoistic and a bitch. I asked her why she didn't tell us. She said she knew who she was and we probably hated her, well I have to agree with her but I have to help her not because she needs us and she got kicked from her parents house for being pregnant and not knowing who's the father at the age of 21, but because she is my friend. So I called everyone we knew and told them the situation. We all tipped in money and put it in my bank account. I'm not gonna be begging you money because you're my reader, Im not gonna ask you money for giving you the pleasure to read. I just bought her stuff from grocery and it will be delivered to her tomorrow even she don't need it because she has things in the Pantry, I can't bring her to my house as all rooms are occupied, so I decided to step my foot down and call Nate. He is the only person I know that is willing to help with nothing to expect. Fortunately he said yes. I know to myself he will. I hope everything will goes well for her. To my mates, I want to thank you for tipping in money for her, It was a big help, also Nate thanks for always being there not just for me but to everyone else. You've been such an amazing mate to all of us.

Mum told me she'll treat me dinner on my birthday and I was like. Veal Cheeks until she said FREO which probably means FISH AND CHIPS. I don't eat seafood and she'll treat me FISH and CHIPS, maybe there's a possibility that there might be Veggie and Chips.haha.

Anyway, I gotta go now.

bye
nigeltv

Week 7 | Saturday | Sep 7

I'm sorry, I went through a tough time this week, mum had her Kidney surgery last tuesday and she is not going well as she had an infection and we might bring her back to the hospital to be admitted.

I'm happy though because my employer held my payroll for a month for some problem, I have been unpaid for a month which is stupid and I can't work with that kind of employment that they'll give me money whenever I want and how much I want, for christ sake Im 21 and I need excess money not allowance and they are pissed off about me with my new work attitude but I guess that's what you get if you don't pay your employee the right time, I asked for payslip for months but still hash't got it, I'm looking for a new job though as I'm officially going back to Uni, This job/hospitality is not for me, well it is but not to be a serious career. I don't know maybe just because my employer wasn't good when it comes to managing, they want me to manage the restaurant but they do what they want and never listened, they thought they knew everything. I actually got pissed because they tried to talked me out of not eating fish anymore because I had a bit of issue about the Fukushima chemical affecting the fishes on Northern Hemisphere, I read everything about it and 10 scientist agreed that it's spreading through water and land and they thought Im dumb, well I just don't want to say in 5 years "I should've stopped eating seafood". Or maybe because I wasn't paid for a month.


It's September 7 today, it means Election day in Australia. Time when we chose who'll lead the country and we'll try to contribute for our countries either Success or Failure. I have a friend who made a guide who to vote in election.

Guide for Election 

Click on the link as it will actually help if you haven't voted yet or if your in different country, James Rendell here has a lot of brilliant point of view to be carefully take measure before you choose who you wanted to lead the country of yours. Just remember it's not just your one day obligation as a voter but a lifetime obligation as you were about to be a part of a historical moment for your country.


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Week 6 | Tuesday | August 27

Hey guys, It's been more than 10 days since the last time I opened my blog. I'm sorry I'm just really busy but this blog which some of my reader already thought that "Good Things must come to an end" It won't, I promise :) Well, It's been so long but nothing drastically happened except last night which you'll be able to know later.


It has been a trend on twitter about the Pork Barrel Corruption in the Philippines. It has been devastating that some people will do terrible things just for them to be able to live the life they wanted though they never deserve. I'm not going to be in neither of the sides but I have to say that Money is a Piece of paper that can control your entire life. The most kindest person can be the worst person if have given the chance to take money. Well. I saw that Millions of Filipino's went to gather to protest about the system that has been made by the administration of the Recent and Past governance. It was incredible how people gather and again act as one nation to be able to set their country free from those who's trying to steal money in which the community deserve to have. I saw that there has been a massive disaster in the Philippines recently and it was truly devastating. I know Australian Red Cross are helping Philippine Red Cross but wasn't much more better if PRC stand alone without any help of their neighbouring country. I even saw that Pork Barrel is created in order to help people in the vicinity of the Elected Government official, but I know election just gone through, Where are those official they voted?!? They are nowhere to be seen aren't they. I don't know or how to resolve graft and corruption but can we all just get along?

Also recently on twitter, Robin Thicke and Miley Cyrus, I did expect some of those act from Robin Thicke but not from Miley. It was incredibly dirty and I have seen dirty dancing (not the movie) and that's not a dance. It was impromptu sexual act with clothes on. People say she is just being Miley but I'd say. Do whatever you want to do in your freetime but don't create something that kids would be able to see. I know she is grown up Miley but Kids still admire her. That will pursuit Adolescent Pregnancy kids would think it's fine, Im not saying we should all blame it to her but she can be the reason. If you can't be the SOLUTION at least don't be the PROBLEM.

Lady Gaga's performance was less fabulous than any of her performance, hep! before you write some hateful words about me, just let me finish! I mean to say is Born This Way and Paparazzi is more dramatic on 2011 and 2012, but Lady Gaga is very unpredictable women that makes it more exciting to see her. I kinda have a feeling that she'll do something better than that though I would say it's a top notch performance. I also admire her for talking out the One Direction for being Booed for the Award they received. I don't like Best Song Ever, I don't hate it either. I won't turn the Radio off if they played it. I might sing along (wink, wink) It might be one of the song needs to be played whilst driving in the shore. I reckon the audience should've shouted their mouth because if they want someone else to take the prize, they should've voted hard enough. And they are Mad about Kanye West unprofessional stealing microphone scene with Taylor Swift? they do that too but not too shabby.


Today, I woke up early for my driving exam. I Failed anyway Im running 52kph on 50kph zone. Kinda stupid move but hey there's always a second chance.

Anyway, Im applying for Air Traffic Controller program that the government are trying to recruit people off. If given the chance I have to stay in Australia for less than a Year and as you all know Nate and I already planned on leaving by the end of Next Year. So I kinda told him they are already processing me on level 3 of application. I talked to him through and to change the topic because he is seriously mad I asked him when is he going back here, stupid move that I asked as he answered "I don't think there should be a fair reason for me to back. I will stay now". I asked him if it's the end? So I guess it is. Im pretty much devastated but Im happy my mum's here to cheer me up a little, but now telling the story all over again makes me want to call him and say "I want him back" because I do. But i guess certain things are meant to be sacrifice in order to succeed. I was too saddened but I have no other choice but to do it. Have I told you I don't believe in Marriage? well I don't but I picture myself living with him as a Married couple but I don't know now, I turned him down quite a few times so I guess Nate learned his lesson loving a person as hard as rock like me. I love Nate so much if I could just do something. He is my Noah ( The Notebook ) ,  Ross (FRIENDS) and he is my Nate! I love Nate so much... His sister called me and asked me if we broke up I said yes, She said Nate is crying and Im not. I know whatever happens it will be me and him but I guess it's over since Nate already cancelled his flight on my Birthday.

Anyway. I'm sorry I missed out a lot but now I'll start doing weekly blog.

xx

nigeltv

Day 38 | Sunday | August 18

Today has been incredible. It was so busy at work and all that but something extra ordinary happened, I was cleaning up. my employer have 3 visitor who just finished eating then 1 went into the veranda, 1 into the loo and 1 went to talk to the chef, I looked at the veranda after the girl from the loo shows up, when I saw them, it's 4 of them. I thought it's my boss and her 3 friend but apparently the other one is still talking to the chef, so I looked closer and I saw some Headless guy. When they went home I told them to be careful driving home, but when I stopped thinking about it, It shows up again in the veranda facing in the woods, I told my family. They said my Third Eye just opened and I started seeing the paranormal stuff. I don't believe in ghost but I think I have to now.


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Day 38 | Friday | August 16

Hey guys, I forgot to write up yesterday, Im incredibly tired but nothing really happen except that the guy who suppose to work yesterday called in sick so I have to work with the 2 ladies who we reckon shouldn't stay, but today is lot more stuff.


I'm chuffed to tell you that I watched movie again this week. Were the Millers. Jennifer Aniston is absolutely sexy and it was a good story line but it's not so much of a remarkable story. I actually watched it because of Jennifer Aniston. Oh my GOD, I fantasise her not until I saw her baby bump who woke me up that she's going to be a mum. :) I also went shopping today. I bought a bag and clothes and stuff. Im so happy about it, I never shopped before. I told Nate and I thought he'll be mad but nah. He is happy because he said I am being myself again once in a whilst. I made myself a limit. I just did it because I need to and Im buying a new car, I found Peugeot car but they said I should buy new one instead. So I am then,

Toyota Yaris, Mitsubishi Mirage, Nissan Alto and there's one more but I forgot. :) I need a car I dont care what should be it but I just need it. :) I need hatchback, just a cheapy one. I don't need to be showy and stuff.

Anyway, gonna go find car again. Look at specs and stuff.

nigeltv

Day 36 | Wednesday | August 14

I missed work today, I went to the hospital today, Im all good but my brother needs surgery ASAP. Then, had a dinner in Jus Burger on Subiaco today. It was great. It was really good as always, never really failed my taste buds. It aas so satisfying, also I got my tax return and I now have money to buy a car. It will be amazing month for me. I can't wait. Tomorrow I need to go work again then off, so I have to go now.

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